Tuesday, February 22, 2011

BFN

I just got a call from the clinic with my beta results:  BFN
I'm sad, of course, but I wont give up, I need to keep trying. I know someday I'll be carrying my baby in my arms.
So now we move to FET.
Whenever AF makes her visit,  I'll notify the clinic to see when we can start.
On a good note I can stop the POI shots. they were starting to hurt!
Now I have to focus on losing the weight I gained the past couple of days eating like crazy due to anxiety!

9 comments:

  1. So sorry to hear... good on you for not giving up. This is such an awful journey... seeing yourself carrying your baby will give you hope along the way and determination to keep trying. Thinking of you on such a difficult day xoxo

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  2. I am so sorry and will be thinking of you. IF sucks!!! I am still dealing with my loss and I wish I could take away our pain.

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  3. I'm so sorry to hear! There is nothing to say except you are way stronger than you think! Keep on keeping on, you'll get there.

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  4. Grrrr. I am so sorry Lola. I was really really hoping otherwise. Glad to hear that for right now you have the energy to muster for a next cycle. Will keep rooting for you!

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  5. I'm sorry Lola. Good for you for keeping your head up about it. The FET is much less stressful than a fresh IVF and for me I wasn't nearly as overwhelmed while going through it as I was during my IVF. Good luck to you!

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  6. Lola, ((big hug)) So sorry to catch you on such a sad day... I wish you all the best for your FET.

    Btw, thanks for following my blog, but until you left a comment I couldn't track you back to your blog. The good thing is that I found it and I am staying to soon celebrate your BFP with you! Good luck!

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  7. I'm so sorry to hear this! Sending you lots of hugs and prayers for comfort!!! Lots of luck on your FET!!!

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  8. Really sorry to hear this. Take care, and look after yourself.

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Waiting For Baby

June 2009- 4cm Fibroid found in Uterus
November 2009 - We got Married!
November 2009 - TTC
March 2010 - Hysterosalpingogram showe left tube blocked.
September 2010 - Fibroid now 9.5 cm
September 2010- Laparoscopy unsuccesful due to adhesions diagnosis Stage 4 endometriosis.
September 2010- Myomectomy 10.5 cm Fibroid removal, cleared some adhesions.
October 2010 - Continue TTC
December 2010 - Nothing yet move to IVF.

IVF #1 (2 embryos) - BFN
IVF #2 (3 embryos) - BFP
Boy/Girl Twins
Miscarriage 15 weeks
IVF # 3 (1 embryo) - BFN
FET # 1 (2 embryos) - BFP
Boy/Girl Twins
Miscarriage 21w4d

New Journey... Surrogacy
FET # June 27th, 2013


 
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