Sunday, February 20, 2011

2WW

This is just horrible! It's like time is not passing by fast enough!

Today I went to the pharmacy to get my prenatal vitamins refill and I passed thru the family planning aisle, and there they were; EPT, First response, Clear blue you name them, they were all there.
I already had one in my hand and then DH found me (he drives me everywhere now, he doesn't want me to drive, don't know how that's going to work for the next nine months if hopefully I'm pregnant) he begged me not to buy it, he said: "imagine if you get a negative we'll be devastated and at the end you get a positive on Tuesday, then we would've been miserable for nothing" or imagine if you get a positive now and then bad news on Tuesday"
But what if I get a positive and then it all works out?? I'll be out of this misery!!!

At the end I left the pharmacy empty handed :(

I can't wait until this wait is finally over!!!!

3 comments:

  1. Thinking of you... each moment of the 2WW must be torture :( I'm not looking forward to mine in a few weeks - stupidly applied for leave from work but have been wondering over the past few days whether I'd be better to have something to distract me. We've been told that preg tests are unreliable with all the IVF hormones hanging around. Lots of love and wishes being sent your way xoxo

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  2. I have to agree with the husband on this one lady! Nothing good can come of that test, even if it's positive you won't be convinced until a beta. I tested when we did IVF and it was negative and I was miserable long before I got the real negative, so then I tried to convince myself it was just too early...and it was not. With FET I DID NOT TEST, until I was about 12 weeks pregnant and I just wanted the positive stick because I had never seen one. lol
    If you can hang in there, my advice is just to wait on that beta. I know it's hard!

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  3. The 2WW is awful...I felt like time was moving backwards! And I'm with your husband on not POAS...I've done it both ways (testing vs not testing) and not knowing until the beta works better for me...
    Good luck tomorrow...fingers and toes crossed for you!

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Waiting For Baby

June 2009- 4cm Fibroid found in Uterus
November 2009 - We got Married!
November 2009 - TTC
March 2010 - Hysterosalpingogram showe left tube blocked.
September 2010 - Fibroid now 9.5 cm
September 2010- Laparoscopy unsuccesful due to adhesions diagnosis Stage 4 endometriosis.
September 2010- Myomectomy 10.5 cm Fibroid removal, cleared some adhesions.
October 2010 - Continue TTC
December 2010 - Nothing yet move to IVF.

IVF #1 (2 embryos) - BFN
IVF #2 (3 embryos) - BFP
Boy/Girl Twins
Miscarriage 15 weeks
IVF # 3 (1 embryo) - BFN
FET # 1 (2 embryos) - BFP
Boy/Girl Twins
Miscarriage 21w4d

New Journey... Surrogacy
FET # June 27th, 2013


 
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