Friday, January 13, 2012

Here we go again

Today I got the box full of meds.
The last two times I got these I was actually excited to receive them because it meant I was closer to pursuing my dream of becoming a mother.
This time is different, it's a reminder that my babies are no longer with me, that I lost them, that my dream is everyday further away.
Let's hope this stimulation is not as painful as the first one.
Please Endo give me a break!!




4 comments:

  1. You are amazing, brave, strong and will be an amazing mom to a take home baby as well as your angels. Rooting for you!

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  2. You are so brave. Hang in there. Thinking of you.

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  3. Just found your blog, we are just starting ivf #2 as well. I start stims the 21st. Wishing you all the best, it sounds like its been a rough road. Hopefully this is your turn :)

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  4. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers through this cycle. Hoping this will be your turn.

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Waiting For Baby

June 2009- 4cm Fibroid found in Uterus
November 2009 - We got Married!
November 2009 - TTC
March 2010 - Hysterosalpingogram showe left tube blocked.
September 2010 - Fibroid now 9.5 cm
September 2010- Laparoscopy unsuccesful due to adhesions diagnosis Stage 4 endometriosis.
September 2010- Myomectomy 10.5 cm Fibroid removal, cleared some adhesions.
October 2010 - Continue TTC
December 2010 - Nothing yet move to IVF.

IVF #1 (2 embryos) - BFN
IVF #2 (3 embryos) - BFP
Boy/Girl Twins
Miscarriage 15 weeks
IVF # 3 (1 embryo) - BFN
FET # 1 (2 embryos) - BFP
Boy/Girl Twins
Miscarriage 21w4d

New Journey... Surrogacy
FET # June 27th, 2013


 
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