Wednesday, October 19 at 8:33pm we lost our little boy.
Words cannot describe how I'm feeling right now.
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- Lola
- My friends call me Lola. I've been married for 3 years now to my hubby AK. We've been together for 7 years. We started TTC on our honeymoon. Since it was not happening we went to multiple doctors until I was finally diagnosed with stage 4 Endometriosis. Since then our first IVF two embryos transferred and it failed, our second one with 3 embryos transferred worked, I was finally pregnant with boy/girl twins but at 15 weeks we lost our baby girl and two weeks later had to be induced due to an infection. I was told I had an incompetent cervix and needed a cerclage. Our third IVF with one embryo transferred didn't work. Our fourth IVF with 2 embryos transferred worked. Again I was pregnant with boy/girl twins. I got a cerclage when I was 12 weeks pregnant. Everything was going well until Valentine's day 2013 on an U/S appointment the Periantologist told me my cerclage was not working. Our babies were born Feb 20, 2013. I was told it wouldn't be a good idea for me to try again. So now we're moving on to surrogacy. We met a wonderful woman who is willing to help us make our dreams come true. Contracts are now signed and we have a transfer set for June 27th. Hope this is it.
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I'm so sorry Lola, this is so unfair. My heart goes out to you at this terribly sad time.
ReplyDeleteLola- I am so terribly sorry to have to read this awful news today. My heart goes out to you....what an awful and unfair thing to have to go through. Please know that you are in my thoughts...
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. I don't have words of comfort but am thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI'm so so sorry. Sending you huge virtual hugs. Rachel at Eggsinarow@wordpress.com
ReplyDeleteSorry for your loss.. this is the second blog I've seen that has lost twins... I can't imagine how hard this is for you ... :(
ReplyDeleteThere are no words to express my heartache for you.
ReplyDeleteI am so so sorry for your losses. This isn't how it is supposed to be.
Hugs to you and your family. :o(
ReplyDeleteI'm so, so very sorry... absolutely broken for you. Sending you much love and prayers for healing. Take care of yourself... we're all here for you.
ReplyDeleteDear Lola... I'm so so sorry to hear your news. My heart goes out to you... this is must be so devastating... please know that we're all here for you. All my thoughts and heart are with you xoxo
ReplyDeleteI'm so, so sorry for your losses. My heart goes out to you.
ReplyDeletePraying for you during this heart breaking time of loss.
ReplyDeleteoh god I am terribly sorry for your loss.
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